Sup. So, it's been a hot fucking second since I checked deviantart or even opened my laptop. A lot has happened.
We've been working on moving for the last month I guess now and just got into the house, dealing with family issues, school issues, etc. Shits been kind of crazy, so I'm sorry if you've been waiting for content or whatever. I'm finally drawing digitally again so I'll upload whenever we either get internet (I'm using my phone data rn) or whenever I'm done with this piece. You know, whatever comes first.
I'm gonna try to,,, not go on hiatus for another hot second but like, things happen and I don't have much control over them.
Tha
He said, "How do you feel?"
"Fine," I said.
"How do you feel?"
"Fine."
"...you sure?"
"Of course I'm sure! I know I'm fine! I've always been fine, never been anything but fine, and that will never change till the end of time!"
My emotions were fluttering all over the place. I felt shame, regret, hurt; I could no longer look him in the eye.
I dropped my gaze to the ground as I felt the tears water my eyes; but then he cupped my face and forced me to stare into his pale green eyes. "How do you feel?" he asked once more.
"I think I'm teetering off my fine..."
I wish I knew better.
I wish I was better; more likable, not so shy and quiet all the time.
I wish the things I wanted didn't need patience or hard work to be achieved.
I wish my flaws didn't exist, for perfection; that I was the only person on earth to avoid the problems of society.
I wish for a heavenly bliss, is all.
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i was more reluctant to type this one out
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